I know I have a lot of catching up to do. I'll do that later.
First, I need to vent and tell you about a few things I've really been missing lately...
1. My body.
When I was pregnant with Drew I was so excited to watch my belly grow. This time around, looking down at my giant belly is just depressing.
My stomach wasn't perfect before I got pregnant this time... but it certainly looked a WHOLE LOT better than it does now. (I'll post some belly shots later so you can all see how huge I am.)
Remember this? Look at that flat tummy! Will I ever get that back??? Sigh.
2. My hair.
Stupid hormones. I let them get the better of me. I was sick of my long hair and I cut it. Now I want it back. It was actually kinda pretty. Here's the picture I took of it before the cut.
3. My skin.
My face is a total disaster. A war zone. It's worse than junior high. It looked okay before... see?
4. My brain.
Remember when I used to tutor advanced high school geometry? And blog about the legal ramifications of gay marriage? Now I can't remember how to speak English, or where I put my keys, or my purse, or the mail, or Drew's shoes, or how old I am, or what day it is, or what 6 times 4 equals. (Wait... it's 24... right?) Will I ever get my brain back?
5. Worrying about one.
I already miss life with just one. Drew and I have had so much fun together. He's my little buddy. What will happen when I have two???
I hope I can adjust, let go, and enjoy life with two. And I really hope this baby sleeps. Or I'm going to go totally nuts.
The End.
